its a new begining
So we come to the end of yr 2006…times really flies so fast that we sumtimes dont realize it…another 356 days has gone by….the past few days….i started to think over wat i did in the yr 2006…have it been a yr of achievements or a yr of failure and broken heart?have i fulfiled it as the way God would want me to fulfil it??Have i make a difference in other ppls life?
I guess 2006 has been a totally crazy yr for me…No doubt there are many heartbreaks and sadness along the way but yet in between those hardship,happiness and joy springs out fr the dry dessert…my friends have been there to cheer me up when i was down and were there to booty which me when i was feeling ‘itchy’ hehe….Ive made new close frens and also made frens with the wrong kind of ppl who are ready to break me and bring me down….
Studies was like a roller coaster ride…ive finished my 1st year mbbs and am now in the 2nd year…I think i played too much during the begining to 2nd yr that i was unaware how fast time was flying for me…i dined,shoped, went for the movies,went for coffee,go late for class and sit around in the house doing practically nothing…suffered the consequences during my 1st sessional…hah!!am hoping i wouldnt fail…thats my wish as of now…during this exams was also my 1st time in my life i cried after my exams besides me crying for not being able to do add maths in form 4 and i have an exams the next day…it was after my pharmacology viva exams….got screwed really badly by the lecturer and i couldnt answer most of his questions…and to add to that i did badly in my practicals before the viva…but that only made me strive harder in the following exams….:)
I wouldnt say that my new ended well…was really looking foward to going back this time to be away fr ppl considering the fact on how f**ked up my life has turn out to be at the end of 2006…ppl just have a way to make other ppl’s life a living hell…but no point looking back into that…during this time back home i really have a good time to let go all the stress i carried and to let go all the pain i felt…and again its tru my family i start to see life as it used to be…The one kind of ppl i cant stand are hypocrites…in front of u they are so good to u but behind ur back they are a total different person…all they want is to look good in front of ppl….The one place u cant meet hyprocrites are in our families…and thats y its always nice to be home….huhu….
I really do not know wat 2007 holds for me but like one song says…"its a new world,its a new life,its a new start" yupz…its gonna be a new start for me again…and hope that when i return to india things will look towards the brighter side and will be more joyful and prosperous one…With that i pray that God will be guiding me tru and thats my prayer for all too….
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
ps-i havent think of a new yr resolution yet…hmmm…hehe….but will think for it soon….til then…i gotta go….sleepy!!
