LOSER spells my name
Song on laptop: Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi
Note: I can sense that this blog is going to be rather DEPRESSING,yes,depressing is the word..So do bear with me for a moment….If you dont like reading depressing post then i guess its not too late to stop reading now and change to a more merry blog…
The time is 3.30pm and my bro,mum and I are walking in Saberkas to get my bro a black shirt for the Band Concert tomolo night…As i was walking and looking around,i realize that i was very under-dressed compared to the other people around…Looking down at myself,i was wearing my favourite old pink baby tee,3/4pants and flip flops…i most probably looked like i was going to the pasar malam or to the veggie market…For once,i felt so unattractive and very unhappy with myself…Taking a peep at the mirror on the wall,instead of feeling better,i felt worst…Gosh,wat am i compared to all those skinny gals bouncing around in the shopping mall…all i am is just a fat,chubby blob with awful looking dark circles under my eyes and pimples on my face due to that-time-of-the-month syndrome…And now ugly looking insects bites on both my legs which causes me to stay away from skirts..I guess the only thing that i was proud of is my nicely painted nails..But for goodness sake,who the heck looks at ppl’s finger nails???haha….So bottom line is,nothing at all to be proud of…What happened to that Adriana who used to walk around in full of confidence bout how she looked and not bothered if she was chubby???I really need to get my life in order again…I guess in India,i never bothered to look nice or presentable…i just wore watever i wanted cause i know there isnt anyone to impress and even when i did dress up nicely,people will start their staring frenzy…So it totally rule out the idea of actually dressing up,putting on make up and feel good about yourself…For me to dress up in india,is actually a very rare occasion-only when im going out and im ready to impress ppl…so i guess i kinda lost touch in looking my very best when i go out…hmph…
Then later,i finally had the chance to have the car to myself where i drove to the nearest park to do my now-not-so-routine jog..Been lagging behind in my exercise…But i will keep my words…i will be engross in my workout this hols…will not mob around at home…So anyways,i finally got the car to myself and finally get to go jog…So as i was driving,nearly reaching there,at the traffic light,it started to drizzle….AH damn….in all days when i have the car to finally go jog,its gonna start raining!LOSER….Nevertheless,i just drove into that park and complete wat i,well,started?lol…Said a little prayer God please stop the rain fr pouring til i finish my jog and put on my shoe and there i ran…
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After completing my 1st round,fatigue started to build up in legs and i started panting really hard….Gosh,im so unfit!I dun usually feel this tired after only jogging one round…oh well,i havent jog for a long time,so…Heart rate increases,Blood pressure increases,Respiration rate increases,vasodilation of the arterioles and venules..and wat else is supposed to happen during exercise physiology???ah damn,cant remember…hehe…anyhow,after completing 2nd round,i had to stop my jogging coz it was rather hard to breath dy…:P then then…i walked…and the most unfortunate thing happen…i felt like going toilet to relieve myself…i guess i was drinking to much before jogging….hmmm….since when exercise physiology causes micturation reflex to occur????ugh…In all days when i finally have the car to finally go jogging,i feel like going to the toilet…LOSER
Once satisfied with myself,i quickly went back to my car,(starting to hear the thunder frequently)drank a bottle full and quickly go into the car…OK rain,u can pour down now …And it did,it started pouring like cats and dogs….ok ok…no,i was just kidding…it didnt start raining…didnt even see a single drop of rain til i reach back home…so much of hoping it will rain..Did i mention that its very hot in kuching currently???Owh i hope it rains,at least it will suit the mood im in now….
Til then….cherios!!(ok,that sounded a little too cheerful…lol)
