Decisions
Song on laptop : Angel of Mine by Monica
Why is it so hard for me to make my OWN decision?If given a chance i will never make decisions for myself…Many of times,i sit in front of the menu not knowing wat to order,hoping that sumone will decide for me what to eat…esp when i dont understand half the things written in the menu…hahah….
Was invited by my friend to join him and 15 of them to Santubong to spend a night there…Was really interested with the idea despite the fact that im not so close to most of them and i don’t know some of the people…And to make the decision harder,it was on my 1st weekend here and i didnt want to miss church for it.My parents wont be so pleased either….But anyways,i asked my parents if i could go,hoping they were decide for me whether i should go or not…when given the green light by my parents,i was still torned…was still undecided whether i should go for it,spend one nite with ppl i hardly know or should i just drop this golden opportunity of meeting up with old frens and rekindle sum friendship…i have no idea why is it soo hard for me to make one stupid decision,esp now that my parents have given me that green light…was really hoping that my parents will give me a big fat no to solve all my problems…i guess i was afraid that i will feel left out among them and would end up not enjoying my time there….if it was just a day trip,i think i wouldnt have minded so much…ugh,Adriana,wats wrong with u???why cant u just make one stupid decision for urself???dont u want to get from the house and have fun with friends???ugh
Nevertheless,i went in the end and suprising,i really enjoyed my time there…got to see all the different character of people and discover things bout my old friends…but the bad thing is,now my leg is itching like mad from all the sand fly bites…must resist from scratching them or they will leave scars on my leg…hahah….
two sweet couples walking down the beach enjoying the serenity there
look…the crabs are rather artistic too…
tata!!!
