curry anyone??

Song on laptop: Away from the Sun by Three Doors Down

         Times flies so fast when you are having fun,people always say…then what happens to time when things are rough?My days here has been like a fluctuating graph,lately…at days,im having the time of my life but yet at days,im feeling so depressed to the point of running away from this place…
        i still cant understand how can one incident change a person’s perceptive on another person,even when the day before that they had have a great time together?And coz of that is willing to let go of a friendship?this has been bugging me this pass few days when i noticed that one of my fren is ignoring me…To me,friendship is far more important that anything else,much more important than having a boyfriend…Boyfriends will never last but Friends will always remain,no matter what happens in between…losing a friend is like losing a part of my body…It hurts me soooo much to see all my old school friends drifting further and further from me…and when i return home and realize that things are just aint the same as the way used to be,it hurts me even more…There isnt much to talk about anymore coz the circumstances has changed…Its inevitable that people change as time goes by,that ppl will find new friends,pick up a new hobby,have different interest…and before u know it,u dont stand on common grounds anymore…That is why i cant afford to lose my new found friend and the reason why it cringe me so much to realize that he(shall not enclose his name) is ignoring me now…
         So i went over to talk to him today,after thinking bout it for 2 days and after gaining enuff courage to ask him whats wrong…and a few things he said strucked me…he told me that maybe the reason he acted like that was coz he cared for me too much that he is sumhow dissapointed at me…How can u be in a friendship if u dont care for the other person?i think its only when u start caring for each other,then that is when a friendship can be build…Oh well…Guess he must be really upset at me…:(so we talked and laid down what we both feel.But still  when i asked him if things will be ok between us now,he was like,’i dunno’.. i really do hope things will get better between us after today…i believe that i did the best i could do…i just hope he sees my sincerity in it…

         The new shopping mall opposite just open!!!now we have a cinema in mangalore,pizza hut,a big supermarket(just like carrefour) and a designer clothe shop-pentaloons…the cinema has been open for weeks dy…the movies are abit outdated but having a decent looking,huge cinema is way better than having none,rite??So far ive been there once to watch Fun with Dick and Jane…Well,the size of each cinema is real huge!! its actuallt as big as cinema 1 of gsc in midvalley…and when i enter it,I could smell fresh popcorn and man,it really feels like im back home in malaysia!!
      then there’s pizza hut…opened 3 days before easter…now,the big bazaar and pentaloons is opened…had their grand opening last friday…and omg,mangalore has never been that congested before!!!there were traffic jams outside our hostel and the mall was packed with people…Man,Mangalore is really developing now!!!Ill give the mall a few more months to finally have all the shops to open…and shopping in mangalore will be like heaven…hehehe…

    exams are coming nearer and nearer….yet it i still have ALOT to study…ugh…jia you jia you adriana!!!will have to go now…guilt pangs!!

-signing off-

me!

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