curry anyone??

what is twin peaks supposed to mean???farny!!!hahaha

Song on laptop: Away from the Sun by Three Doors Down

         Times flies so fast when you are having fun,people always say…then what happens to time when things are rough?My days here has been like a fluctuating graph,lately…at days,im having the time of my life but yet at days,im feeling so depressed to the point of running away from this place…
        i still cant understand how can one incident change a person’s perceptive on another person,even when the day before that they had have a great time together?And coz of that is willing to let go of a friendship?this has been bugging me this pass few days when i noticed that one of my fren is ignoring me…To me,friendship is far more important that anything else,much more important than having a boyfriend…Boyfriends will never last but Friends will always remain,no matter what happens in between…losing a friend is like losing a part of my body…It hurts me soooo much to see all my old school friends drifting further and further from me…and when i return home and realize that things are just aint the same as the way used to be,it hurts me even more…There isnt much to talk about anymore coz the circumstances has changed…Its inevitable that people change as time goes by,that ppl will find new friends,pick up a new hobby,have different interest…and before u know it,u dont stand on common grounds anymore…That is why i cant afford to lose my new found friend and the reason why it cringe me so much to realize that he(shall not enclose his name) is ignoring me now…
         So i went over to talk to him today,after thinking bout it for 2 days and after gaining enuff courage to ask him whats wrong…and a few things he said strucked me…he told me that maybe the reason he acted like that was coz he cared for me too much that he is sumhow dissapointed at me…How can u be in a friendship if u dont care for the other person?i think its only when u start caring for each other,then that is when a friendship can be build…Oh well…Guess he must be really upset at me…:(so we talked and laid down what we both feel.But still  when i asked him if things will be ok between us now,he was like,’i dunno’.. i really do hope things will get better between us after today…i believe that i did the best i could do…i just hope he sees my sincerity in it…

         The new shopping mall opposite just open!!!now we have a cinema in mangalore,pizza hut,a big supermarket(just like carrefour) and a designer clothe shop-pentaloons…the cinema has been open for weeks dy…the movies are abit outdated but having a decent looking,huge cinema is way better than having none,rite??So far ive been there once to watch Fun with Dick and Jane…Well,the size of each cinema is real huge!! its actuallt as big as cinema 1 of gsc in midvalley…and when i enter it,I could smell fresh popcorn and man,it really feels like im back home in malaysia!!
      then there’s pizza hut…opened 3 days before easter…now,the big bazaar and pentaloons is opened…had their grand opening last friday…and omg,mangalore has never been that congested before!!!there were traffic jams outside our hostel and the mall was packed with people…Man,Mangalore is really developing now!!!Ill give the mall a few more months to finally have all the shops to open…and shopping in mangalore will be like heaven…hehehe…

    exams are coming nearer and nearer….yet it i still have ALOT to study…ugh…jia you jia you adriana!!!will have to go now…guilt pangs!!

-signing off-

me!

"The Son of man must suffer many things at the hands of the elders,chief priests and teachers of the law,and he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life"

               Christians all over the world observed Good Friday yesterday…2000 yrs ago,God sent his one and only son to earth for one purpose.The purpose was to save us from our sins which the penalty for it was death…His purpose was for love…As predicted by the prophets years before Jesus’s birth,He must suffer many things and be crucified on the cross and on the third day rise up from the death…so Jesus came to earth,made a dwelling among men,teaching them,loving them and healing all the diseases and sickness and to fulfil what the prophet said,to die for all of us,that we,his children will have eternal life.

"For God so loved the world,he gave His one and only Son.That whoever believes in Him shall not perish but will have eternal life" John 3:16

Jesus was betrayed,humililated,beaten and being mocked at..The time from his betrayal til his crucifixion is just so upsetting and painful when you think bout it..But have u ever wondered why its being called Good Friday?What is so good about this very day that its being called Good Friday?To me,indeed this very day is a Good Friday.Think about it,Jesus died for Us,for our salvation…He did this because he loves us all…And because of that very reason we should be happy…:)When Jesus died,the whole earth shook and the curtains in the temple was torn from top to bottom,symbolizing that we are no longer seperated from God,that we can go straight to God in prayer and praise…Jesus never took self pity on himself as he carried his cross..A large number of ppl followed him,including women who mourned and wailed for him.Jesus turned to them and said to them,’Daughters of Jerusalem,do not weep for me;weep for yourselves and for your children"(Luke 23:27-29)Then why should we mourn for Jesus?would he want to see us mourn for Him?
           Im really thankful for this very day….when i think of what God did for me on the cross,it makes me feel so loved instead…The love God showed is uncondition,willing to sacrifice his life for us..will anyone sacrifice his life for u,if not for Jesus?think bout it…

Have u thank God yet?

Song on laptop: Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani

Liew and Cheng Yeow’s birthday dinner(March 23rd at Cherry Square)

the cake-blackforest fr cafe coffee day…errr….no offence,but the cake suks like hell…Found difficulty finishing my slice of cake…
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chee chung trying to finish his slice of cake..notice his disgusted look…I warned him bout the cake dy,that it’s gonna turn out bad but did he take heed of my advice???NO….and he nicely went to purchase that cake..hahah….
LESSON OF THE DAY : Dont try to act smart and try listen to other people’s advice

The two birthday boys…For some reason they dont look 21 at all!!I wonder what’s their secret…huhuhuhuh…:P
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Blow cheng yeow blow!!!harder,harder!!!LOL
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LOL…What does this picture look like?after the candle was blown we actually manage to force them to feed each other!!What is a birthday dinner without some entertainment,right?

looks like liew is much more creative in feeding…The cherrie didnt go into cheng yeow’s mouth by the way…Liew really need to brush up on his aiming skill…lol
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Those present that day…
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happy faces…:)

i guess everybody had a good time that night…The dinner was nothing big or anything…sumthing small and casual…Ppl usually say the 21st bday should be celebrated in huge scale and its also symbolises freedom…nevertheless,small is better than none,right??That night ended up with a little cake fight(since there was so much cake left) in the restaurant,in front of eveybody like little kids(did i mentioned that they just turned 21??)…thank God we were not chased out fr the place if not sure damn paiseh!!!Hahaha…Im pretty sure once they got back to their hostel,sumthing ‘bigger’ awaited them…hahaha…

Last but not least,signing off….

Urs truly-adriana-

happy belated bday guys!!

song on laptop: What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts

          Seems like im not the only one feeling all stressed up…I think everybody is feeling the same…just that some shows it and some just dont..im feeling much better now after the few weeks of feeling overstressed up and the feeling of indifference towards ppl…I dont really know if im totally ok or there awaits me,sumthing worst than i felt the pass few days…u know like they say,the calm before the storm…
        Anyways,i was browsing the internet yesterday and i came across that song-what hurts most by rascal flatts…i seldom listen to country music but this band is really an exceptional…haha…this song is soo sad and its sooo touching…the music is also damn good…i guess i should blame grace for introducing me to this band…so now im rather confused bout the type of music i actually like…infact,thinking bout it,i like all sorts of music,frm hip hop to RnB,Rock to country music…hmmm….lastnite i watched the video clip of this song and actually used up 15Mb downloading the video clip…haha…Erm…i dont quite understand it…is the gal pregnant???wat do u all think?man i sooo love the song!!!
      Now im in the search of that song…wanna have it…In fact i have a few songs in mind i want…There is Fire by babyface(been bugging my frens online to send me that song…tried receiving fr charles numerous of times but keep having error in transfer…ugh) maybe i should ask my guy frens that has unlimited internet excess to download for me…huhuhuhu….
      Been eating so much lately…Tried  so hard to stop myself but i just cant…could it be due to stress???Gosh…its like i come back from lunch and im craving for biscuits…then at night,ill be eating nonstop…As long as there is food in front of me,i wont stop eating it til the whole thing is finished…

         dark fantasy…yum yum…looks like oreo eh?

the amount of books i need to study…0_o

wat i do most of the time~~~music!!!

my beloved…

actually im very sleepy now…its time for my afternoon nap…if not ill fall asleep in class later…
til then…

Song on computer: sum chinese song by sum chinese singer…LOL   Tunnel by Third Day

             Been rather busy lately…1st with the interclass fashion show competition thingy then we had to represent our college in the inter mahe (UTSAV) thingy for a cultural show and for the fashion show…(this time we didnt win anything…:( ) Exams is just around the corner and im yet to finish studying EVERYTHING…Cant seem to find the time to study…Now that UTSAV has come to an end,I must really put my arse down and get  some studying done before its too late…God help me!

            Day by day im becoming more and more stressed up…I realized that ive redrawn myself from ppl…i talk less now and i joke less too…ive become more of a listener than a opinion giver…and most of the time,i find it hard to concentrate on ppl too…And sadly enough my friends here are not helping me feel better…instead of the warmth i so long to feel, i am treated will cold shoulders…instead of small small talks i so long,the only thing they talk about is exams or about moving out…At times i feel like screaming out and running away from this place..sometimes i just feel like sleeping in and not meet anyone…Is this the warning sign of me becoming totally MAD?…Well theoritically yes..How i wish i was back home where worries have no space in my mind…where i can make myself sane again…
         The other day we few malaysians had a  dinner in our pastor’s house…We ate and spoke…Once,as he was asking us bout our christian life,he made me realize that ive stopped growing spiritually eversince i came here…im like a church clown,well advance in age but stunted in growth…i really wonder if this is the cause of me feeling so upset all the time?the cause of my stress-ness and my im-not-in-a-good-mood-today-so-f**k-off-ness?Most probably it is…Havent actually spoke to God lately…would ‘try to study’ till late at nite and by then ill fall flat on my bed,fast asleep totally forgotten to say my prayers before going to bed…How can a relationship grow witout any communication?many of times i really have the intention of having a long talk with God and to read 5 chapters per day but when the  time comes,im either too lazy or ill jus push it aside…Im so fed up with my selamba-ness and im sick of blogging bout it…Im always saying but never doing…UGH!!!! wats up with me?????GOD HELP ME!!!!
          My frens went to manipal today and i stayed behind…and OMG….WAS I BORED TO DEATH!!!is this how its gonna feel like staying all alone???That sux…After church this morning,i went back to sleep till about 1.30pm…didnt go down for lunch instead i tried to study…actually succeeded in finishing my portion on spinal cord today…Time was going by so slow…TIK TOK TIK TOK…1 minute,2 minute,3 minute…(oh sh*t its just 4pm)Been pacing up and down my hostel and i realize that for some reason my hostel is extra quiet today…hmmm….and that actually made me feel worst…0_o My roomate should be coming back soon..I hope she does…soon…TIK TOK TIK TOK…1 min,2min,3min….